I am in my forth month of my un-diet (my insurance required diet that I am not losing weight on). I will be having my sleeve surgery in January and it can't come soon enough. Fall and winter are going to be miserable because I don't have any cold weather clothes that fit. My co-workers are seeing a lot of repeat outfits. I need to make a trip to the thrift store. I also hate being fat again. I am trying not to, but I do.
I just got my packet from my insurance coordinator and I have to schedule my psych eval. I can't believe I have to do all the BS again. I am not bitter at all. I also have to have my PCP write me a letter of support. The last go-around, when I had my Lap-Band placed, was a nightmare. My PCP refused to write the letter. She made me jump through all these hoops and would never sign off on it. My surgeon finally just gave the go-ahead without it. This time around I have a different PCP, who is fantastic, and is very excited for my sleeve. At least that is much easier this time.
My 31st Birthday is this month and I am hoping that my 32nd Birthday will be one of great weight loss success unlike this years big weight gain.