Let me start by saying I have gained a couple pounds. My birthday was the end of October and I haven't been back on track since. I just can't find my motivation.
It is so much easier to have a social life when you can just pick up and go out to eat and not worry about only eating what you planned for lunch. Having a glass or two of wine each night is so relaxing. And... I have so enjoyed not obsessing about food.
However, it is time to get back to work. I need to shed the pounds I put back on and try to get a few more off. Part of my problem is that I have gotten to a weight where I sort of like my body and like the way my clothes fit. I think I look pretty good. Sure, I would love to lose another 35 lbs... even 10 or 20. But that means I really have to work for it. I remember this feeling when I had my band. I got to roughly this same weight and thought, "I could just work at staying right here". Of course, I still have days where I think I am disgusting and fat and hate myself and then I just feel bad for ever being okay with my current weight.
Ugh, this whole weight loss this is such a head game.