Friday, September 27, 2013
Weigh in/ fat bitch
First of all, I had an amazing week for weight loss. I weighed in this morning at 176. That is a 3 lb loss!! I am not sure what I did to make this magic happen, but I am thrilled! I am only a couple pounds away from a BMI under 30... which will mean overweight and not obese. That is extremely exciting. I am also creeping closer to my goal. I thought it was time to add a photo, so I took one this morning. My face looks a little odd but it is hard to concentrate on taking a photo and smiling at the same time. This isn't the most flattering dress in the world but I really like it.
On to the fat bitch portion of this post. Last night at work a teenage boy called me a fucking fat bitch. It was a strange experience because it made me feel, just for a moment, the way I felt in middle school and high school. I wasn't even very fat... I was 164 lbs in high school. Now a little over 10 lbs heavier, it was kind of terrible... for a minute. And then I realized that I am pretty okay with my body, and he was a stupid teenage boy looking to hit me where it hurt. The part that bothered me the most is that he said this in front of a teenage girl who was with him. I hate that this is the go to for hurtful comments. I hate that she heard that and probably starting thinking negatively about her body. Anyway, I am going to clarify. I am not a fat bitch. I am a bitch who has lost over 80 lbs and is strong and healthy.