Friday, September 27, 2013

Weigh in/ fat bitch


First of all, I had an amazing week for weight loss.  I weighed in this morning at 176.  That is a 3 lb loss!!  I am not sure what I did to make this magic happen, but I am thrilled!  I am only a couple pounds away from a BMI under 30... which will mean overweight and not obese.  That is extremely exciting.  I am also creeping closer to my goal.  I thought it was time to add a photo, so I took one this morning.  My face looks a little odd but it is hard to concentrate on taking a photo and smiling at the same time.  This isn't the most flattering dress in the world but I really like it.

On to the fat bitch portion of this post.  Last night at work a teenage boy called me a fucking fat bitch.  It was a strange experience because it made me feel, just for a moment, the way I felt in middle school and high school.  I wasn't even very fat... I was 164 lbs in high school.  Now a little over 10 lbs heavier, it was kind of terrible... for a minute.  And then I realized that I am pretty okay with my body, and he was a stupid teenage boy looking to hit me where it hurt.  The part that bothered me the most is that he said this in front of a teenage girl who was with him.  I hate that this is the go to for hurtful comments.  I hate that she heard that and probably starting thinking negatively about her body.  Anyway, I am going to clarify.  I am not a fat bitch.  I am a bitch who has lost over 80 lbs and is strong and healthy.


4 comments:

Theresa aka Tessie Rose said...

You look great! What a turd that boy is!!!!

TracyZ said...

Stupid kid. Why is that the go-to insult?!? I hate it. I'd rather be called dumb, ugly...just about anything but a fat bitch. That one just hurts way down inside.

You look fabulous though and you are sooooo close to your goal!! Fat bitch, you are not!

lori said...

i would have ignored him like he was dead and turned to his girlfriend and said, "your boyfriend is a really great guy." maybe she would have second thought his worth.

Shrinking Mommy said...

I love that dress. That comment sucks.