Monday, March 8, 2010


Do you ever have one of those mornings where you feel like you are trapped in a giant shit storm? You get up and everything just starts coming at you... that has been my morning. It is only 11:15 and I already feel like I have been reamed out, chastised, micromanaged, ect.

So, I am trying to remain positive, not get bogged down by the drama. Lately I am wondering about the path I have chosen. I am not feeling like myself. I am not satisfied, I don't feel appreciated, and I am not where I want to be. Many things in my life are amazing. For example, my husband, my family, my friends, my pets. I love all these things and couldn't be happier. I am also very happy with the changes I have made in myself and the direction my health has taken. My career on the other hand, I just don't know. I went to school for a lot of years to do this, and I just don't feel happy about it. I am considering going back to school.

On a happier note, I am heading to see Dr. Katz tomorrow and get a fill. I have done okay on the weight loss front the past week and a half and was able to shake off some pounds. I have been having some really good restriction lately, just not staying full as I had hoped.

Happy Monday all!!

1 comment:

workinprogress said...

Sounds like you are having a rough day. I really hope things get better for you on the work front soon.